Some days I wake up wondering why to even get out of bed. I know that sounds depressing (and a bit emo) but I don't have work, school or anyone depending on me right now. I hope to be in Milwaukee this fall so that I can return part time to the land of cubicles.
Each morning I tell myself it would be a good day. Sometimes I am right, sometimes I am wrong. I do wish the weather would improve (I know you agree!). When the sun is hidden in the clouds, it's really easy to couch surf the day away. I need someone to kick me off the couch - any walking buddies in the area?
I didn't pass the lab test to continue chemo this week. The protocol that I am on has a check halfway through the session. I almost had the required levels to continue. A pause in treatment was anticipated; a majority of the patients fail the levels as well. So this week I have nothing. Next Tuesday we will retry. I hope I pass. I want to keep trucking through this. I have four more weeks of this session of chemo. Then onto the next...
When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionable. Walt Disney
I believe.
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